Enjoying a Sunday. Not a lot going on in my world. Its been relatively quiet. Not too much introspection today. But being Sunday. I have been thinking about finding a quiet, small church that I could attend. Still church stuff is hard, as Ive said before.
Since im not fully transitioned, I find it hard to do much of anything, church included. I dont want to have to explain all my trans stuff to everyone, I want people to get to know this girl, who has been hiding for all these years. I wish I could live full time, and start my life as a woman. Im just not ready. And I again find it hard to engage myself in any activities. I want others to know me for who I am inside, and it tends make me super shy and isolate from the rest of the world. Sucks to be me today.
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