Recently moved into my new apartment, and loving it. Its small but private, and I'm close to my downtown area, and that makes me happy. I feel like I'm starting a new chapter in my life. I'm currently on Month 5 for HRT (hormone replacement therapy).
I feel better and better all the time, as I get closer to transition, and feeling more feminine. It makes me realize how I had come to accept the sadness and dissatisfaction living as a male. That difficulty is the Dysphoria part of the Gender Identity Disorder. Just never realize the full extent of it. I've felt that extreme sadness in small bouts before, but wouldn't have considered myself to be sad or depressed, until now. I feel so good about myself, sometimes it feels euphoric. I should be re-diagnosed as Gender Euphoric! :)
I have come to realize the power and strength that I have in taking my life back. I am responsible for My own happiness and sadness. I have the control. Its a mistake to attribute that to others. I have blamed others, even God for that, most of my life... I guess im growing up... wow, only took 36 years!
Hey there!!!
ReplyDeleteGood to see you are living good time and happy (most important of all)..have a good month.